So today, Aquarion came to a realisation.

I’ve now spent six months doing precisely this:

Absolutley fuck all.

This hit me hardest when I hit my overdraft limit, and had to use more of my ever-dwindling savings to bail me out.

Again.

But this money doesn’t come though until next wednesday. So I had to borrow a cheque from my parents, which won’t clear until monday, so…

…so somehow I have to get to London this weekend. I’ll deal with the “Christmas Shopping” thing when I get that far…

*sigh* why I am I this useless?